Mark

As mentioned, before, I offered to participate, sort of, in the Melted Rubber Humans project.

Pursuant to this, a couple of weeks ago I submitted some sound files, one-sided ageplay scenarios between myself and "imaginary lovers" of sorts. I'd made perhaps 20 of these, but only included four or five. I've not heard back as to whether or not the person involved with the project thinks they will be making use of them.

Nevertheless, not one to let an upload go too wasted, as it were, here they are if you'd like a peek inside my head, and sound of my voice.

Included are parts of my communications with the MRH person with regard to the recordings.



First message:

Hi,

The project sounds interesting enough. Also, I read your explanatory/apology post thing. I agree with the reasons, particularly that as regards the expression of one's sexual self.

I have some one-sided (my POV) "ageplay" recordings, including orgasms, which I might be inclined to share - for use in the project, itself, alone, without remuneration, but without relinquishing other rights. All of these, every single one, was made for a specific adult female. All of these were received by these women with much gratitude.

If it is necessary for me to say so out loud, yes, it is about pedophilia - in a sense, anyway. If you do not know what this means, and particularly if you take your definition from the MSM, please look up the word on dictionary.com, and don't add anything else into that, please - else you might get me wrong.

For the sake of your project, because I believe in it, I have gone the extra mile in extending my confidence before being granted your own, which is expected.

Get in touch if you want to know more.

Mark

Having received confirmation of interest, the second message, in part, with download links:

Hi backatcha, [...],

Alrighty (I re-listened to parts of them), these are, uh, lol, or can be, I should say, a bit rough...maybe. Be careful of your volume, as the recorded volume spikes sharply at certain predictable points. I don't know if the recording quality is good enough or whatever, but that's not my field.

I wasn't sure what the file size limit was for [email], so I uploaded some selected files to rapidshare, instead. Following, is a description of each of the files (some are zip files, containing multiple sound files, others are single mp3 files), file sizes, and download links.

I really wasn't sure what to send, and I wasn't going to re-listen to each and try to divine which of these, if any at all, might be best suited to your project. Therefore, I have uploaded a variety, made over a period of years, including the first in the genre I ever made [...] so these are not necessarily just fantastical audio ruminations.

I'm not going to talk all day - the list follows:

MandyDaddyBathtime; 3/14/2003; The first of these I ever made – for Mandy, Female, aged 40 [State]; Play age 4; Mandy and Daddy bathe together; 4.4 MB
Link: http://rapidshare.com/files/123314855/MandyDaddyBathtime.mp3.html

ForEmily.mp3; 6/24/2003 – for Emily, Female, aged 18, [State]; Daddy jacks off, ageplay-style, looking at pictures of adult Emily, who would become my first post-divorce real life lover; 8.3 MB
Link: http://rapidshare.com/files/123316522/ForEmily.mp3.html

Preschoollindsey.zip; 9/14/2005 – for Lindsey, Female, aged 19, [State]; Play age, toddler – Mister works at day care place and helps little Lindsey masturbate herself; 17.3 MB
Link: http://rapidshare.com/files/123318219/preschoollindsey.zip.html

4Anniebday.zip; 3/5/2007 – for Annie, Female, aged 19, [State]; Play age 7; Neighbor mister (I think -could be daddy - I didn't check) is asked to babysit Annie on her birthday; 37.2 MB
Link: http://rapidshare.com/files/123321243/4AnnieBday.zip.html

JadyHoney.mp3; 8/11/2005 – for Jen, Female, aged 21, [State]; Play age ~5; Daddy and Jen (Jady) play on his big chair; 21.7 MB
Link: http://rapidshare.com/files/123323589/JadyHoney.mp3.html

[...]

Kinda squicky, yah, but we (the she(s) and me(s) are who we are, together) There are others, too, but I can't imagine that is important. If you try to download and have any problems, let me know, and I will try to fix things.

Good luck on the project and any others, too.

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There's no way for me to tell if anyone downloads any of these. But if you do, and if you end up liking any of them, of course it is nice to know - even if you do not tell me who you are.